| 101. | how fast can I wear down these blue sued boots? | 19 | |
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| 102. | the numbers, they follow me, I know it means something | 11 | |
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| 103. | live streaming tonight. help me get intoxicated for a Saturday evening bridge stroll | 10 | |
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| 104. | my abusive family member has made a voodoo doll of me. but I'M The crazy one | 11 | |
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| 105. | emotional abuse is more than just tough love. it's dehumanizing tactics that wear you down | 10 | |
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| 106. | rainy remembrance night. | 11 | |
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| 107. | Adrasdea finally listens to life advice....from Tim minchin. | 10 | |
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| 108. | adrasdea is still abourd a haunted ship | 10 | |
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| 109. | when my phone died, the library picks up the slack | 10 | |
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| 110. | no God. no hope. nothing but unending pain forever | 10 | |
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| 111. | he should have let her walk away. | 10 | |
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| 112. | finally found bench 29 | 10 | |
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| 113. | trying to explain what's happening | 10 | |
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| 114. | monster | 10 | |
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| 115. | please just let my brother be dead. don't hurt him further. | 10 | |
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| 116. | very aggressive inspection has me trembling | 12 | |
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| 117. | REPORT SIGNAL ACTIVATED, CYBERBULLYING LIVE RIGHT NOW, TELL YOUTUBE REPORT REPORT REPORT | 10 | |
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| 118. | I can only live my own life. I can't live one you created in your head for me. | 10 | |
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| 119. | inspection day walkthrough (im gonna fail) | 10 | Walkthrough |
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| 120. | my memories are different but none of what's accused now makes sense. | 11 | |
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| 121. | humiliation is a common tactic for narcissistic abusers. just don't engage with her, you can't win. | 9 | |
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| 122. | Pilates dream | 10 | |
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| 123. | this group only goes after people too weak or poor to fight back. | 10 | |
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| 124. | misinformation is dangerous, especially when presented to angry people. | 10 | |
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| 125. | Youtube cares, but not enough to communicate with its creators who are suffering on the platform | 10 | |
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| 126. | playing nancy (cover) | 10 | |
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| 127. | inspection pass | 10 | |
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| 128. | Why is a question that will never be answered properly when it comes to abuse. there is no real why. | 8 | |
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| 129. | rambling about God and my family | 10 | |
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| 130. | protect the tiles | 9 | |
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| 131. | i showed the law, not my opinion. I discussed cultural traditions other than mine. I'm not arguing | 9 | |
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| 132. | no pride today. only Chicken and tears | 9 | |
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| 133. | days of pain and mucus | 9 | |
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| 134. | she's a threatening, aggressive person. everything she says to anyone is meant as a threat | 9 | |
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| 135. | explanation of what happened on the bus | 9 | |
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| 136. | adrasdea and friend visit the abandoned zoo | 9 | |
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| 137. | have fun being attached to that trash your ego thinks is diamond's. I tried to help an enemy | 9 | |
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| 138. | 6th st viaduct 8pm 7/19/22 | 9 | |
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| 139. | February channel update | 10 | |
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| 140. | adrasdea is walking with the stars | 10 | |
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| 141. | Youtube as a platform should be accountable for the abuse, they're aware of it and do nothing | 9 | |
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| 142. | Adonis pauls followers admitting I'm in danger for speaking out about him. I'll never be silent | 9 | |
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| 143. | inspection fail | 9 | |
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| 144. | the walls are crying | 9 | |
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| 145. | hair talk part 3: moussing around | 12 | |
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| 146. | Someone in my comments knows who attacked my door last night. legal weed will never assault you | 9 | |
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| 147. | adrasdea is still beach walking | 9 | |
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| 148. | dirty tricks are all the man knows. this is who he is. dirty, egotistical, bullying. | 9 | |
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| 149. | I'm ignoring them. if you need me to defend myself, put me in a courtroom. #youtubeplatformsbullies | 9 | |
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| 150. | did my own mother really go to her grave lying about her only son? disgusting. sickeningly so | 9 | |
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| 151. | sick days. reviews on hold till I can hold my lunch in. | 9 | Review |
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| 152. | Adrasdea plays Mother NES /fundraiser for documentary trip | 9 | |
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| 153. | biting a pepper to help me breathe backfired hard | 9 | |
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| 154. | don't miss a dose on those allergy pills. | 9 | |
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| 155. | R.I.P Naomi judd | 9 | |
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| 156. | butchering sondheim | 9 | |
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| 157. | in one month we visit the animals. | 9 | |
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| 158. | the kid lives!!!! | 12 | |
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| 159. | ambient sounds from an abusive household is not the asmr I'm looking for | 9 | |
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| 160. | let's learn a little bit about the bat/bar mitzvah | 9 | |
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| 161. | Adrasdea plays Mario RPG Part 1 | 9 | |
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| 162. | Adrasdea plays mario rpg part 9.1 | 9 | |
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| 163. | I don't have to document what he's openly bragging about? but what if he's wrong and deletes those? | 9 | |
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| 164. | I am officially done with my family and their people. | 9 | |
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| 165. | adrasdea is testing for live | 9 | |
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| 166. | Adrasdea watches: ADAM | 9 | |
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| 167. | help adrasdea celebrate life today. | 9 | |
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| 168. | the rain has begun, 7am | 9 | |
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| 169. | yarn crimes. thanks for admitting it, I'll keep that saved for the police when they arrive | 12 | |
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| 170. | Adrasdea and friends thanksgiving special 2022 | 9 | |
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| 171. | I'm not your friend. I'm just a youtuber. you're just a viewer, we have no connection outside that | 9 | |
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| 172. | Adrasdea watches if these walls could talk | 9 | |
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| 173. | the cycle of abuse doesn't end | 9 | |
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| 174. | no zoo trip | 9 | |
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| 175. | adrasdea is writing a new book. hopefully out by Halloween | 9 | |
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| 176. | Adrasdeas talking YU GI OH : episode 1 | 9 | |
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| 177. | thank you for validation on the fact that I was in the truck. physically not in the house | 8 | |
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| 178. | documenting that I'm not allowed to have furniture, even if it's a gift or I make it myself. | 9 | |
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| 179. | tomorrow, adventure calls | 9 | |
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| 180. | probably done with conkers high rule tail | 9 | |
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| 181. | doolin Dalton explained | 8 | |
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| 182. | brown eyed girl | 8 | |
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| 183. | Jim's theme (cover) | 8 | |
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| 184. | Adonis Paul wont allow me to live past his abuse. he will kill me before he's satisfied. | 8 | |
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| 185. | yea, that's called progress and it's the entire point of therapy. means something's working | 8 | |
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| 186. | anger at another's happiness is a sign there's a problem. | 8 | |
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| 187. | 2 days, 4 days, who's counting right? oh yea they count days. seems trivial but I'll help. | 8 | |
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| 188. | Los Angeles River after Hilary | 8 | |
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| 189. | AT&T trying to drive me insane with 5am robocalls they can't stop. | 9 | |
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| 190. | another day of fear while my abuser plots his next crushing blow. I just want my life back | 8 | |
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| 191. | adrasdea and friend visit Murphy's ranch | 8 | |
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| 192. | you can't control thousands of people. people are unpredictable and crazy And Australian. | 8 | |
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| 193. | I won't submit to the group think that they impose upon me, that's why I'm the enemy to them | 8 | |
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| 194. | failed the inspection and hurt myself at the same time. | 11 | |
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| 195. | two out of three ain't bad (cover) | 8 | |
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| 196. | i tell you my family's abusive, you go to them for validation. because abusers never lie about it. | 8 | |
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| 197. | I said they would do that exact thing 2 years ago. their dirty tricks haven't changed | 8 | |
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| 198. | Adonis Paul ensured I'll never live without his bullying. ten thousand people want me dead | 8 | |
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| 199. | misery business | 8 | |
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| 200. | testing if I can stream | 8 | |
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