I’m Joseph Ryan Meehan.
I used to live for the applause. Now I live for truth.

This space is for the messy middle — for those walking through recovery, wrestling with identity, rebuilding after public failure, and searching for something deeper.

I talk about faith, shame, accountability, cancel culture, and what it means to become someone new.

I don’t have all the answers — but I believe in redemption. And I’m learning to speak the truth, even when it’s uncomfortable.

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