Announcement (3) - I dropped from the 2nd Fantasia TCG Non-Meta Tournament
3I don't know why I felt I had to make this. I'm sure it really won't make much of a difference with this. Action sometimes really speak louder than words at times, and man does it apply to YouTube. I'll be surprised if anyone reads what I put in the video, let alone this video description.
I really fear for my own future. I really do. Like, I think about the possibilities of what could happen. All the time in fact. Sometimes in a dreamy way of being successful with everything I could think of.
But I know that's not reality. I have been being way too incompetent with even a number of things I try. I might look like I have some skill at times, if I could even pull that off, but somehow I always flop, and there is always someone better than me. This is why I want to focus on improving myself in any way I possibly could.
The problem is, I have no idea on what I should do. What am I really capable of?
I don't even know how I'm going to improve with content I provide on this YouTube Channel. I'm probably going to continue playing Yu-Gi-Oh! with YGOPro for sure, considering that those videos gets the most attention and I still like to play Yu-Gi-Oh!, but I don't want that to be the main focus really. I know if I tried to focus only on Yu-Gi-Oh! I'm only going to tire of it quickly.
Speaking of which, I now know daily uploads are going to be a no-no for me now. I realized that trying to do "Let's Play" type of formula videos daily, with trying to play through a game completely before moving on to another, is not gonna work for me anymore. I'm glad I realized it now, cause I also realize that doing it that way especially for longer games, could impact my thoughts on said game without me realizing it. I don't really want to rush playing through any game. I wanna enjoy and have fun.
Also, I wanna make it clear that I'm probably not ever going to attempt Commentary for any videos ever again. Ever.
As for other content that could appear other than Playthroughs/Walkthroughs/Let's Plays/Gameplays...I'm giving it some thought.
Notes:
FTNMT (Fantasia TCG Non-Meta Tournament) is a tournament being held by Sir Emanon around azallea's Fantasia discord.
Sir Emanon's channel:
https://www.youtube.com/user/SirEmanonLoL
azallea's channel:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCu-mZiyr8dxRfb5SnGKySSg
azallea's discord (Fantasia):
https://discord.gg/29hEGhS
Patreon:
https://www.patreon.com/Proujeckt