I need your help
1Support the GoFundMe please: https://gofund.me/a2e64d05
Hello Internet, I need your help, as a transgender woman, I am super dysphoric when it comes to my voice, and because of this, I often don't speak as much as I would like to normally speak. I am begging you to please watch this video in its entirety and to please check out the GoFundMe and to support it. Even if it's just $2 or 5 dollars. It would really help me out to feel more comfortable in my body and more comfortable with my voice. I came out as a transgender woman in 2020 officially, but I've known I was a girl ever since around the time I was six years old. I just didn't know that transitioning was possible until just five years ago. When I was six years old, I would often pray to God because I was still religious at this time, every night that I could wake up and be the girl I was supposed to be and that I knew I was. And then I would wake up in the morning and I'd look at myself in the mirror and try speaking to see if anything had changed. Much to my disappointment, nothing had. So after a couple of years, I gave up. I tried to be a boy like society said I was, and it ended up with me hating myself and wanting to end my life. Luckily I didn't end up going through with it, but I did really hate myself and my appearance and voice. So the years went by and as I got older I started to dissociate more and more and nowadays, I often try to think back to my childhood, and I can't really remember anything. Because I never had a childhood. It wasn't me who was experiencing me growing up, but some other version of me that I pretended to be to please everyone around me and society while denying who I am. It got so bad that I had the realization one day, I didn't know what I enjoyed or aspired to do. I had no aspirations and I didn't want to keep going on. I didn't expect to live past 20 years old. Now at the age of 23 and having been socially transitioning for four years, and medically transitioning for a year and four months, I see that life is worth living. I love my life, and even though It has been hard, I still love that finally after 20 years. I get to be and experience the world as the woman I have always been. She finally gets to come out of hiding and really enjoy life for the first time ever. Thank you to everyone on this channel who has supported me and been there when I needed you. Sorry, I didn't open up to you sooner. I was scared of being rejected from society. But I'm not afraid anymore. I am ready to finally live my life, as the woman I have always been.
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