Killstreak with a Particle Rifle - ME3 Multiplayer

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Capta1nAsh

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Published on September 16, 2020 5:58:32 PM ● Video Link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hwQR0-ZEfIE

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Happened during an N7S Arena run. Runs no-longer up now.






Runs have been deleted because fuck Ody-N7S for being a spiteful fuck. I did nothing wrong and was pushed into a corner mentally and emotionally. I just wanted to do good with N7S and he fucked it up with his misleading info and lack of trust and faith in me. Of course he's in charge so that means he's "right"

Reasons for leaving N7S
I simply wanted to be an admin within the N7S server so i could serve and help out more effectively. I had a passion for this server that was taken advantage of and crushed by lies and manipulation.

Ody told me he didn't trust me enough to read what was in admin chat and deemed me "not ready"
- Ok....

I was told that ALL previous admins were "invited" by another to join the team. So i got in my head that that's how it is unofficially. I wanted to earn my place by being invited by another admin.
- I got obsessed with gaining Ody's vote in confidence but he kept openly telling me I wasn't "ready", furthermore i found out at a later date that the "everyone was invited" so my obsession with being invited in was likely based on a lie.

I created a Christmas event for N7S and got really stressed and frustrated because it felt like i was doing all the work. I jumped onto the project after Ody said that "not much progress has been made"
- I find out from Ody, after the fact, that the project was "cancelled" until i came along. Now if i'd have known it was cancelled then I probably wouldn't have been as annoyed, but because he mislead and misinformed me about it I thought the CM team was being lazy. When i expressed this concern Ody and Yvette got pissy about it. They helped with the event but only reluctantly. So overall, I got lead to think the project was on-going, jumped into help and ended up doing 90% of the work. I'm "wrong" for doing more community event work than the community managers. OK....

I pushed for Andromeda challenges and was eager to run that side of the community.
- Ody would rather entrust someone who barely knows the game than me. ok....

Ody approached me about a video i posted that had sections/timestamps where i make fun of pugs playing badly. I asked if this was brought to him as a complaint and he said no.
- Turns out, someone sent the video to Ody with timestamps with their concerns. So it was a raised issue, which is fine, but I fail to see the point of hiding that fact. I don't really care who, but the fact he couldn't trust me with "someone came to me" but claimed it was all him. It's weird.

Ody kept claiming that he wanted me on the team but acted against me and kept shaking my confidence at every turn. He was basically dangling the correct. I thought i would earn my spot by working hard and doing stuff for N7S.

I spoke to Zeli, she was invited to join the admin because they thought she'd be an asset.
- I was an asset for 2 months and never got asked until I complained about it.

Ody claims i'm obsessed with role/rank
- I'm obsessed with N7S, much to my detriment. I wanted to become an admin so I could effectively do more with my jobs and passion for N7S.

Honestly this whole situation has been crippling to my mental health. He kept pushing me into situations of frustration and anytime I would react I was pressured into being guilty for stuff i shouldn't have been guilty for. Looking back i feel that i haven't done much wrong and how I felt was correct based on the information. Being told "i'm wrong" when i was doing more work than the N7S CMs is completely unfair. I was singled out and vilified by a cliquey group that used me and dumped me when I felt upset. They don't give a shit and never will. I'm owed an apology and the fucked up thing is it's been a month and i'm still upset, and Ody and co feel no guilt and think that i'm wrong and will never admit fault because they're in charge so they're automatically right.

I did initially leave N7S temporarily because I wanted a break but I woke up to a shitty message, him removing me from the website editor, cleaning my name from any place he could get away with doing, replacing me as Web Assistant mere days after and has told me he will argue against me ever being an admin because of trust issues. TRUST ISSUES THAT HE CREATED!

So fuck him, i'm done. I'm sick of being upset and I wish he would pull his head out of his arse and see that what i've turned into is his fault. I got sick from being obsessively trying to change myself for his approval. Approval he had no intention to give.

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