Let's Scream! Nevermind Part 2 (The mind has been restored)
CW: Violence, PTSD, Child Abuse, Abusive Parenting, Transphobia, Abusive Relationship, Psychological Abuse, Manipulative Relationship and Violence against animals
I went over-time for this game because I felt I was SOO close to the end and in many ways I was! I didn't want the next stream to be just two hours long and then cut short of the next game, which I'm looking forward to.
Again, I love the imagery in this game FAR more than Inception as I like to believe if we could enter the human mind, we'd be seeing weird messed-up stuff like in this game and not simply cityscapes with human people walk around.
The last one hit me particularly hard because I was in a manipulative relationship and it's very hard to not justify that person's actions when you feel that you are alone, unlovable and no one will give you the time of day so you have to be with that person.
It's taken quite a bit of therapy to resist that thinking, but every once in awhile I do feel like that once again and how no one will want me so I should be happy, regardless of the relationship. It was drawing me close to tears, but after sitting down and watching some anime I was able to calm down and bring myself back to normal headspace.
First/Previous: https://youtu.be/I-ZMcfCu4cw
PC Playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL_xJYOkBv0G62SrLBtSBfJnx2L2Py1yzE
Let's Scream!: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL_xJYOkBv0G743-TEieP-lBvMHOICCe32
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