Adverse Nostalgia (Symphonies of the Past) | Vol. 1 Mashup

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Published on February 26, 2022 4:30:03 AM ● Video Link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KaTzTljqxc8

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time to let go of these melodies and move on... nah jk, im still probably gonna use these motifs in future. i just want to make one last song-erm "mashup", for the symphonies of the past.
i still love you guys, you still mean a lot to me even we're moreso distant now 💚
i just wanted a sense of closure for these past caricatures of you that ive held on to, and move on to what you are in the present :D

0:00 Past Tense Alphα
- (motif used: Good Memories)
0:53 Breakdown (PTA)
1:14 + Double Edged Sword (motif)
1:36 The Raiders and the Trees
- (motif used: The Spiders and the Bees)
1:57 Breakdown (TRatT)
2:18 + Deletion of the Past (motif)
2:39 Too Much Sympathy
- (motif used: No Worries, I'm Fine)
3:01 Breakdown (TMS)
3:23 + Paranoia (motif)
3:44 ENCORE!

original title was past tense alpha (move on and let go mix) because i planned to release this on the birthday of my first internet friend to officially end the tradition of me always making a video about her. but it grew into something more personal... at least this explains why pta takes up much of the beginning section.

dedicated to: seaodette, lyrym, amiya, josh, lara... the best available friends ive had

so yeah lol xd, i made a mashup, thats it. dont really mean to be serious about this since this is supposed to be the one last song for the past, but yknow, i still put my ramblings below for further closure for my mind, dont read it lol

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transmissions from the past:

past tense alpha. holding on to a piece of the past is sometimes a good thing, a piece of good memories you can relive in your mind for the rest of your days, but sometimes, its detrimental. adverse nostalgia that is constantly gnawing at the back of your mind. subconsciously affecting everything you do. a sort of unresolved trauma that you cant fix. you cant let go of it, you cant make up for it. its a part of you now, and you have to live with it.

the raiders and the trees. sometimes, things can happen out of your control and thats fine. make the most out of a bad situation, dont cling to it and let it hold you down to the point where you end up blaming yourself. there is no one to blame. these seemingly endless drama we always end up stirring up finally snapped and everything has fallen apart. you know no one will or can fix it, pieces are scattered and lost and yet, you cling on to some of these pieces and ask them "Who am I to you?" in a forlorn attempt to regain composure.

too much sympathy. too much of something is not good. too much help, too much talk, too intrusive, too personal. you cant solve anyones problems, its not your job to. if you want to help someone out of a bad situation, the best you can do is try to cheer them up and just tell them they matter, that you care. sympathy, empathy, these can help a person mend themselves, but overdoing it just makes it lose its meaning.

~ remind me to fix this description to be less personal when i make it public

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the wounds of the mind can be healed, but you can never get rid of the scars