Beating a Touhou game until th20 comes out(day 248)
0At second thought, maybe I should just stop uploading these videos again. This is basically just a public humiliation trial. So fucking embarrassing that I can't do simple shit that I've always been able to do. Like, I even had to use a continue to even get a chance to clear and this is the easiest LNB game that I'm very consistent at. Maybe I should just fucking quit Touhou and shmups altogether, because clearly I'm not welcome here anymore and my skill level has been going down to shit level lately. It's so frustrating, man like why can't I do shit properly. It's so shameful and it just makes me want to bash my skull against the wall and then dismember my own fucking limbs like I'm in one of those shitty ass cartel videos.
I'm sorry that you had to read all of this, but this has to be said. I seriously can't stand it anymore and I wish I can just disappear and never come back to this stupid community again and go back to crying and wallowing in my bedroom like the little fucking faggot loser that I am. I'm sure all of you dumbasses think so too and think "wow, notlol is such a whiny little bitch boy whos whining over GFW and Touhou lololl". Yeah, just fucking say it to my face man. I don't give a flying fuck on what you have to say because your words don't fucking affect me whatsoever. Yeah. I'm no superplayer. I'm no pro. I'm just a fucking failure washout who can't even do trivial shit like this. Don't even bother asking if I'm okay, because I'm clearly not.
Whatever, man. Nobody's gonna read this shit anyway. Go support my friends because they are better than me and I wish them the best of luck on whatever they have going on in their lives that I don't have. They can do things that I can never even imagine to do and it frustrates me to no end, but I still hold them in higher regard than myself.
If I don't upload tomorrow, it's because I stopped again out of my own volition. By the off chance that I do, then expect another shitty ass run from this shitty easy 3cc tier player who shouldn't be in the Touhou gameplay community in the first place.