confusion (original song)

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lyrics:
Confusion is a better word, for how I feel, it's quite absurd, illusions forming all unheard, abusing my mind, so unsure
I can't complain, I can't relate, I can't outrun a gloomy fate. There's a forward fast in my thoughts as well, I can see it last, I can almost tell
That this is not reality. I've forged what no one else can see. Your manipulation made me believe You'll make me wait impatiently.
It's getting harder not to touch you now, it's getting better if I'm not around. Go against my bitter heart, another callus while apart.
I drown myself in wishful thoughts,
a time-lapsed-plan that can't be caught.
I always want what I can't have, eventually to have never had. And never know what truly would, have bloomed if only that it could. So dwell in peace and feel the pain, the latest haunting is the same.
There's nothing new, I understand. I'm sitting through, I need a hand.
Tired, thinking, lost, and anxious.
To want one close, yet stare in blankness.