Emetophobia Instrumental

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Published on October 30, 2024 12:00:00 AM ● Video Link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wK5uOT5XW5U

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Tainted memories
Wasted, wasting
Once so sweet and light bringing
Take a step and pain starts ringing out
As memories sprout and they then drought
There's no use in crying smiling now
Tell me why when something went right
Something changed and ruined its light

"Ooo, you're having an anxiety attack
But have you considered that your reasons lack?"
You didn't console me
You didn't hold me
Instead you told me why I shouldn't feel what I'm feeling
I say it doesn't help
It just makes angry
But instead you do it on loop
And get mad when I scream with profanity
Don't get angry when you're the one invalidating
Tell me to stop the attitude
When you're instigating

It doesn't matter what your logic is
You're just telling me to quit
It doesn't work that way
But I wish it did so it'd go away

And I felt under attack
And you're worried about getting your money back
I'm the calm one and I'm screamin and shakin
I was hopin you could cut me some slack

I'm not one to fire back
But I'm on the attack
I kinda have to be when you're telling me that
There's no reason for it
My feelings of dread
But the fear is so intense
That if I would've gone I could be dead
And when I say it's intense
I mean it
I jump out of the moving car to leave it
And don't be sea sick
Cause I'll leave this
I'll jump overboard
Cause the fear
I'm drowning in it

It's comin up
I feel it as I hiccup
I don't know why I even try
To explain things to you
Yet it's still not right

My stomach cramps
My hands shake
Maybe coming here at all was a mistake
I tried to play
But I cannot stay
Otherwise it'll end up all over this place



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