♡ finding my voice ♡
700:29 my backstory with music
4:05 finding my voice
4:41 why @AlecBenjaminMusic stan? :3
7:37 singing therapy stuff
9:59 fangirl side of things
11:47 my top 3 dreams
♡ i sing because it makes me happy. ^-^ it's also very beneficial for one's health. sing because of how it makes you feel, not because what others have to say about your voice. f those people :) singing therapy is part of my trauma healing journey :3. and, i really like learning all the words to a song, not just the chorus. AND, i like challenging myself, from high notes [i call it a w if my mic doesn't clip it ;b] to breathing to rapping. i think it is fun to try ^-^. ANDDD, this is also a fun way to share my playlist with the world and promote artists that may otherwise not get enough recognition :3. ANDDDD learn new music via my community ^-^ i love requests and learning what helps heal you!
♡ i also advocate for the essence of kindness, something so simple, that without it, many lives are at risk [every 40 seconds!]. #saveliveswithkindness we can be the change that this world desperately needs if we are in this together. "the world's not perfect, but it's not that bad; if we got each other, and that's all we have; i will be your friend, and i'll hold your hand; you should know i'll be there for you." - alec benjamin
♡ aside from loving alec's work lyrically, i can tell he's a good person and would be fun to befriend, hang out with :3. and i really would like to sing/rap together some day [i know how much he wants to rap but doesn't believe in himself a lot; but that is where i come in, i got enough belief to share :)]. john mayer to him is him to me ^-^. if you're a fan of alec already, you know what i mean :3.
my socials: https://beacons.ai/xkindnessencex :3
my spotify playlist: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/1ZtnNLaZNsTNZfIjY6dLCh?si=c9618811d17a4e6f
all the demos/snippets i have found:
https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLM5oedu--NeF3-kyBCCbWwLgokE-ISwak
♡faq
q. why do you sing with the artist and not by yourself?
a. i love singing with others. this is the closest i can get to doing that irl.. for now :) i also like to pretend i am in a band ^-^ not because i think my voice is 'good for it' but more so because of the vibes and adventuring [i also play a sick air guitar, just sayin' ;3]. it just seems like it would be fun :).
q. why do you use a pngtuber?/not on camera?
a. i have been camera-shy since i was school-aged. it is already terrifying for my anxiety to share my voice on the internet. one milestone at a time ^-^ once i find my voice, i might work on physical confidence :3. but then again, when i do have physical confidence, [most] guys be disrespecting boundaries ://. so idk tbh. either way, be there for me as an individual, not for my appearance (please). if, scratch that, WHEN people do want to work with me, then we will start that process of working on that fear, anxiety, worry, whatever it is :3. 'til then, i'm plenty content vibin' :3
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