Fountain House (11 23 2023)

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Published on November 23, 2023 2:27:36 AM ● Video Link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GX1lCr9vhEA

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Fountain House.

Filmed November 23, 2023.

I'm on the train headed to the Fountain House. I'll be walking up 8 avenue then back later this evening. Please say a prayer I don't get assaulted by a criminal, step on something like a hypodermic needle, or something bad. I'm so afraid I'm feeling sick in my stomach. Seriously.

I forgot to take my pepper spray today. It's important to act confident and tough, not like a scared little man-child and a tourist. Walk deliberately as if to say, if you mess with me I'll beat you up.

I need to realize I'm tougher than I realize, I'm not some skinny 18 year old, put on a crazy and angry look while I walk up 8th avenue. I might feel like a weak little man-child vulnerable to criminals, think of myself as a tough badass.

I'll walk hunched and angry, but I'll also be alert. I'm prepared to run if something does happen. Ideally, I don't want to get into a fight with a criminal. I have no idea how to fight.

My whole body hurts. I should've learned self-defense in my 20s. But it wouldn't be a horrible idea to learn self-defense because as I am right now, I haven't the slightest clue how to fight.