Heartbroken - etika.
3,616im broken and im lost, ill miss desi.. so much. Thank you for listeing some of you may not understand but i needed to share my feelings and emotion with people who know and love him, here in the uk many people, didn’t know what a wonderful man he was they cant relate, i feel lonely. I dont know what to think or what to say i feel empty inside im not very good at sharing my feelings, I’ve got a lot to say but there will never be a right time to say it.
Desibear, we will all miss and we will all love you, i know its been hard, im glad you’ve got peace now, you’re with your bother watching down on us. You will never be forgotten and i dont want to move on you’ll always be in my heart:)
It feels nice being able to talk to you guys i dont want to do an insta video i dont want to live stream about it, i cannot stop watching his video i know i should stop but i cant, i wish that he spoke to be before, as soon as the video was up i made sure he knew i was sorry and im here for him, by then it was too late,
please reach out to your friends and family, my heart hurts everything feels black and empty i feel like im floating i dont want to talk to anyone but yet here i am. I need to let it out otherwise i dont know.
I love you guys you’re amazing, if you ever need me please reach out, dont let it get to this please.
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