"I’m try-harding now!" - Yogrrt plays Guess the Div

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Published on August 17, 2024 5:00:42 PM ● Video Link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wOFZrdIggSI

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Edited by: Lupin + Maven (famous)
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I'm not entirely sure what it is or why its happening but these episodes have been really hard to edit recently.

Not like... Actual difficulty... They're the same in that regard as they always have been... But I've been actively struggling to get myself to work on them.

This series has never been particularly popular. It's big for the channel (sometimes) but even then that's somewhat meaningless when you consider the size of the channel compared to TF2 as a whole or even just the competitive community.

Maybe it's the repetition...
Maybe it's my life outside of TF2 and RGL...
Maybe I'm simply unmedicated...

Whatever the reason and however small the viewership I can't help but feel like I'm letting people down by being late on these videos. In general I always have a constant feeling that I'm a failure though so who knows how much is actually focused on GTD and how much is just me hating myself.

Even with the fear of letting the world down, every time I've sat in front of my computer to edit this video... I have been completely unable to. I had to actively force myself to edit it and even then, this video was recorded over a month ago and its more than a week late...

Who knows? Maybe I was born to disappoint people. Give them that kick of motivation to be like "well... at least I'm better than someone".

or maybe it's 2am and I just need sleep.

I'm sorry to those that were hoping for a video last week and I'm sorry to those who like to read the weird niche essays/jokes I normally put here. You both deserve better and yet you have me.

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00:20 Intro
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03:19 Clip #2
06:41 Clip #3
09:36 Clip #4
13:31 Clip #5
16:40 Outro

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