It my Little girls bday today π read Description please
4My step daughter Aspyn turns 10 today im happy an yet sad (im saddened because of our givin situation an it taken me this long to get a job i feel horrible.)She growing up so fast so is her brother Joseph I just wish i had a job sooner and I wasnt stuck a depressiing downward spiral that kept me from having the motivation to work. But Now I take it as a blessing i no longer have to have my parents or in laws living with us. (Yes they have owned up to their part of the mistakes for this situation but I still solemnly blame my self for this whole situation. Iv come to learn that holding in my emotional pain an hiding it is no longer a option for me it hurts to much mentaly an physically for me. I have to deal with my emotinal issues in a better way. I love my kids so much. I dont have my 1st son how ever his name is Jakobie he was born out of wedlock 7yrs ago. He is 7 now he lives with his real mother. And yes my Wife Erinn she does talk to my 1st sons mother they get along an everything but I still have a difficult time talking to his mother. God Bless you all an those who take the time to read an or listen to my Vlogs on my channel. I am doing my very best to hold it all together for them. Jesus is my guide an light God is my strength an patients. πππ