Jolteon Speedpaint

Channel:

Shupa Mikey

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5,510

Published on March 16, 2022 10:10:54 PM ● Video Link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I0lMzUpi6Ck

Duration: 4:20

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Drawing Jolteon in honor of my first uploaded video.

(Edit: The description below is me during my "emo" phase, please tread carefully.)

If you followed me since the very beginning, you'll know the first art I uploaded was Jolteon . It's been over 5 years since then, and I've reached 5000 subscribers throughout those years.
My time here on YouTube has been great for the most part. I was happy I was able to post speedpaint videos for people to see, and the support from my followers over the years has always brightened my day. It made me wish to keep making more. I always loved to entertain, and I wanted to do my best to do that for others.
I think the biggest mistake I made was focusing too much on trying to keep impressing others, and pretty much turning my channel into a "professional" portfolio. When really, I just wanted to have fun, inspire others, entertain them, make them feel happy.
I've discovered that I actually don't want to do any professional work... My love and passion, was to solely entertain, make people smile, and uplift their spirit. I think I lost that form of expression because of choosing what felt needed to be practical for my career. But, it seemed that it resulted to me being sad, stressed, and frustrated because I was trying to pretend to be someone I'm not.
I was here to express myself, to share what I love to do, and to bring joy to people of all ages with limitless imagination.
Because I've had overly obsessive dreams to work for a more professional studio, I felt I needed to keep doing art and keep getting better and better at it in order to give a good impression. But I wish that wasn't how it turned out to be. And it seemed I've struggled to figure out what I wanted to do because of those expectations I've developed to myself.
My dream was to be able to make content that'll make others smile, feel better. It is what it is I actually want to share for the world to enjoy.

Thanks to everyone who has been with me all this time. It probably would've been more fitting if I uploaded this January 14th of 2022, but I draw Jolteon today

Music edited:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mh81CEHNPVs

Full Image:
https://www.deviantart.com/shupamikey/art/Jolteon-910112660