Just Rambling... 21 Jan 2019

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I'm pretty tired so I'm not really sure what this is about, but I guess updating you on what's been going on in my head, including how my YouTube binge-watching ban went, and the emotional roller-coaster of trying to figure out who I am and what I want in life.

The thing I wrote on Tumblr: https://destroyermariko.tumblr.com/post/182161743270/wow-just-had-a-flip-through-my-old-sketch-books

Read about my drawing: https://www.patreon.com/posts/silence-january-24099692

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