Lambda By Tchotchke 100% (read desc.)

Channel:

Peeb

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Published on December 26, 2022 12:56:50 AM ● Video Link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hxeHpCyOBZk

Game:

Geometry Dash (2013)

Duration: 2:46

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Hey everyone, I wanted to upload this not because its a monumental or really difficult completion for my personal standards because it isn't really at this point, but because It's in my top 3 favorite levels of all time, I just now got around to knocking it out quickly and I wanted to give a pretty big update on where I am with this youtube stuff and my life now in general because I haven't really made a statement regarding an actual proper retirement or a potential return in a while.

So just to get it out of the way around 2 years ago when I was really doodoo at this game I spent like thousands of attempts on this level even though it was far out of my skill range but I still really liked it so I decided to spend about 50 attempts or so re-learning some parts in here that got foggy in the time I haven't played this level and then 30 something attempts into playing from the beginning I beat it.

On a more serious note, you have probably noticed I haven't actually uploaded since September of last year (in said upload I promised a return to releasing videos the next day) and haven't uploaded a proper content video in around a year and a half. Taking a break for the second half of summer 2021 really got me out of my mindset where It was really easy to pump out an entertaining video I can be proud of once a week, so I ended up just not having any motivation at all to try and edit any videos. I managed to record a good amount of stuff (not to mention I was just kind of unhappy with the quality of overall) but I just couldn't bring myself to try and edit them due to lack of motivation and it definitely didn't help that these recordings were dry and very far from being cream of the crop worthy. This time period of me recording some less-than-quality videos and not being bothered to edit them or procrastinating heavily lasted from around October 2021 to May 2022. At some point though, it became deeper than that. I started to pick up some new hobbies and responsibilities and became way too busy in the first place to even think about trying to make youtube videos, which kind of fell out of relevancy in my life in the first place and I didn't even worry about it and that isn't fair to any of you that just like watching my videos so I apologize for that. Regardless, this has been ongoing and with school going on this youtube stuff has only become less of something I have any mental capacity left to worry about.

I feel like that's enough with the explanation though, so here comes the real question. When will I make my return to uploading, or will I ever upload again at all? To answer that question, I honestly don't even really know. All this with me lacking uploading will 100% continue for the foreseeable future but I don't know If that means I'll never upload again. I have some good ideas stored in my head and have some recordings that I've done more recently that I'm happier with (Juice Galaxy Part 3, Coin Game Part 3, ETC.) and could edit but I don't really have time. So my status is really just "I'm here, but I lack the time or care to upload because I just don't have the passion I did in my prime and It's not really a priority anymore anyways".

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