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Monologue I wrote some years back, Text below. Depressing :D

Missing you
Hey mom, I was just thinking about our last vacation remember when were driving through Arkansas, and Pete had to use the bathroom, but dad couldn't pull over anywhere? Then I felt it was my job as the older brother to start tickling him. I can't believe he actually pee'd! You were so pissed, Pete was crying, dad and I couldn't stop laughing for the life of us, but one glare from you shut dad up, I on the other hand am still laughing about it. Shaped up to be a pretty fun trip though, Remember you and dad standing in that river and the fish started to nibble on your toes? You jumped up on dads back and he was so surprised, he fell over and you both got drenched, and me and Pete were rolling on the shore laughing. Of course you and dad had to drench us too. I love you mom...Pete and dad love you too. I just wanted to come alone today. I just need to talk ya know? Pete is a lot quieter with you not around. Dad too, I can still hear them both crying in their rooms at night even though they won't admit it. I've tried to comfort them but they always try to pretend their sleeping. But, I mostly want someone to comfort me. With them so quiet about it. Who do I have to turn to? I can comfort them, but I can't comfort myself. I miss you, I miss you so much mom. I love you. All these restless night where everyone is crying I know we would all be sleeping if only you were still here with us. Here, these are for you Rest in peace mom.