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Is this
Your finest hour?
Is this
Your true face?
Is this
Something you have neglected
Some things Just can't be erased
Watching while
My hearts beating
Salt my wounds
They're desecrating

Did you think I would lie down and die?
And let you walk away?
Leaving your smile smeared into the pavement
With my blood painted on your face
Your own ghost is the one who haunts you
And I am your exorcist
Watch as I dance precisely around your blades
While they tear like lightning across the sky
I am immune to your torment
You've reborn and died in my arms
Countless times

Help me because
I've constructed something
Grotesque
And now I'm nothing
Just a slave that is crumbling
Away while you think of
White picket fences and funeral dresses
Here's a nice coffin so just climb in
Like seriously it's your life so live it
Stop throwing it up in my fucking face
I hope that I'm not the only fucking one
Tossing and turning silently wondering

Why the fuck am I not
Happy?

Why be in love?

Like I thought I'd be?
If this is my happiness
Then love me with all of your
Misery I'd rather
Die by your hand
Than to live in this darkness
Just like I've been
Becoming someone
Who's digging his own grave
With no tombstone
If only you knew
How tragically right you were
But I can't even tell you
Because you're not
Fucking here

Didn't think you'd lay down and die
And let me slip away
Painting my putrid smile in your blood
Stained across my face
Didn't think you would come back to haunt me
And infiltrate my dreams
You still look so frightfully dashing
Just like I knew you'd be

The part of me that you once loved
Is now the part of me you hate
Well that's part of who
I once was
And not who I became to be
Looking back I can see that you've stayed the same
And I'm the one that's changing
So are you

Happy?
Like you'd thought you'd be?
Did you find your happiness?
And destroy all of your
Your misery
Or did you
Give it all to me?
To enslave me?
You've enslaved me

If this is my happiness
Then love me with all of your
Misery
Or did you
Give it all to me?
To enslave me?
You've enslaved me

If this is my happiness
Then love me with all of your
Misery
Or did you
Give it all to me?
To enslave me?
You've enslaved me

If this is my happiness
Then love me with all of your
Misery
I'd rather
Die by your hand
Than to live in this darkness
Just like I've been
Becoming someone
Who's digging his own grave
With no tombstone

If only you knew