Im gonna try to make another video talking more about the emotional changes that you experience I think. Thinking about this video and topic later on its really interesting to me, like the vast variety of emotions and emotional changes you feel when your hormones are changing and just being sick in general. The extreme ups(or well somewhat ups lol)and downs. So im gonna try to explain this better in another video here soon.
Oh ya one thing I forgot to mention I forgot Ive felt more.. regret in a way since my T has risen. Like this sounds ridiculous but lets say I often have girls that have bfs that well. want me to help them cheat on their bf right lol. Horrible I know. But anyway obviously I refuse because im nice(or a idiot you decide lol)and its kinda like whatever to me. Just sorta like "oh well".. or lets just say even in other circumstances where something is thrown in my face, and I turn it down. Again after words ill just chuckle to myself amazed that someone thinks im that cool to go out of their way for me like that. But now with the higher T perhaps, ive felt more.. regret in these situations.. sorta like ... wow.. I really shoulda fucked the shit out of that girl that was pretty hot. hard to explain.. Always funny when I think about these things I guess not normal stuff for people to know what its like to be dying, to well "alive" just a wide variety of emotions such drastic differences. hard to explain I guess.
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