| 101. | April 22nd 2020 - The World Has Changed Forever - A Message From April 2020 | 116 | |
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| 102. | After the Fall PSVR2 | 116 | | After the Fall
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| 103. | Christmas 2019, Highest of Highs & the Lowest of Lows | 116 | |
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| 104. | 3 May 2020 Covid 19 Health Update & Low Testosterone | 116 | |
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| 105. | I Predicted It Would End Badly But Not In Tragedy | 115 | |
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| 106. | Summer Solstice Festival Weekend 2019 | 114 | |
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| 107. | 4 May 2019 The Nightmare That Is My Life | 113 | |
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| 108. | Advice After Sudden Bereavements #suicideprevention | 113 | |
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| 109. | A Rant - Opinions Please! | 112 | |
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| 110. | Us & Them - Will Smith Chris Rock | 112 | |
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| 111. | New Job, Making Peace With My Past & Good Friends. | 112 | | With My Past
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| 112. | 31 December 2019 | 111 | |
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| 113. | Strangers on a Train - Re-Upload from 2009 | 110 | |
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| 114. | Storm Eunice Hits The U.K. | 110 | |
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| 115. | A Nightmare on Elm Street 4 - The Dream Master Easter Egg | 110 | | A Nightmare on Elm Street
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| 116. | Silence......... | 109 | |
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| 117. | The Mental Health Care System Is A Gaslighting Broken Mess........ | 109 | |
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| 118. | Anger At FaceBook - Welcome To The Distopian Metaverse! | 108 | |
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| 119. | The Agony Of Separation.............. #mentalhealthawareness #depression | 108 | |
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| 120. | CROSSFIRE: Sierra Squad - Intense & So Much Fun! | 106 | | Crossfire: Sierra Squad
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| 121. | Burying Emotion As A Child - A lifetime Of Mental Illness | 105 | |
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| 122. | 7 January 2020 - Soul Mates | 105 | |
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| 123. | 8 April 2020 - A Very Personal Account Of How Close To The Edge I Got | 104 | |
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| 124. | At Least Two of You Are Gay. | 104 | |
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| 125. | Four Years Of Relentless Gaslighting From NHS Mental Health Services. | 104 | |
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| 126. | Age, Experience & The Generation Gap | 104 | |
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| 127. | Good Morning Daddy! | 103 | |
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| 128. | 2019 - A Lot Of Loss BUT All Love #suicideawareness | 103 | |
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| 129. | Wheels Well & Truly In Motion! #mentalhealth | 102 | |
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| 130. | ½ Month..........A Mental Health Podcast....#4 | 102 | Show |
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| 131. | A Sincere Thank You To My Viewers/Subs/ Friends x | 101 | |
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| 132. | I Flatly REFUSE To Accept This As My Norm! | 101 | |
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| 133. | One Year On........... | 100 | |
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| 134. | May 31st 2020 - School Destroyed Me As A Vulnerable Child | 100 | |
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| 135. | A Small Ray Of light..... | 100 | |
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| 136. | Spiritual Prison | 99 | |
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| 137. | Are You Woke? | 99 | |
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| 138. | I Met A Troll! | 99 | |
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| 139. | The Lives I Have Infected With My Poison #mentalhealthawareness #homelessness | 99 | |
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| 140. | May 27th - A Very Sad Day | 99 | |
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| 141. | Carnival! | 98 | |
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| 142. | Darkest Clouds & Wildest Dreams - Be Kind To One Another! | 98 | |
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| 143. | Miserable Old Front Bottom! | 98 | |
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| 144. | Love Has Won | 97 | |
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| 145. | An Astoundingly Long & Eye Opening Journey. #mentalhealthawareness | 97 | |
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| 146. | The Ex Who Was A Venomous Viper | 97 | |
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| 147. | Social & Emotional Saboteurs | 97 | |
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| 148. | 22 March 2020 - Time For Some Hard Reality | 97 | |
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| 149. | Who Knows What People Are Really Feeling? #mentalillness | 96 | |
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| 150. | Hyper-Critical (& a 60FPS camera) | 96 | |
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| 151. | ½ Month..........A Mental Health Podcast....#3 | 96 | Show |
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| 152. | I Am Covid Positive | 96 | |
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| 153. | Answering Comments | 95 | |
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| 154. | Prophecy? | 93 | |
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| 155. | May 23rd May 2020 - Tied To A Radiator & Tortured | 93 | |
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| 156. | Poisonous Social Media | 93 | |
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| 157. | Liars & Murderers..... | 93 | |
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| 158. | Atomic Heart Perma-Crash Loop. | 92 | |
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| 159. | D.W.P. Sanctions & Health Issues | 92 | |
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| 160. | April 12th 2020 - Absurd Alternative Theories About The Virus | 92 | |
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| 161. | I Am Finally Moving! | 92 | |
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| 162. | March 15th 2020 - Humanity Is United In Fear, Love & Understanding. | 92 | |
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| 163. | Mysoginy Is Alive & Kicking/Beautiful Kindness | 92 | |
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| 164. | 4th May 2020 - Workplace Bullying & Mental Health | 91 | |
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| 165. | 10th July 2019 - So What Exists Six Months After The Fire? | 91 | |
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| 166. | Some Genuine Joy - Just To Mix Things Up! | 91 | |
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| 167. | Hello | 90 | |
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| 168. | Everybody’s Pi**ed Off!? | 90 | |
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| 169. | A General Update - Self Esteem & Lovely People. | 90 | Vlog |
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| 170. | Upfront & Honest - My Mental Health Issues. | 89 | |
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| 171. | June 3rd 2020 - George Floyd Murder | 89 | |
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| 172. | Oxford/Kent & Back 30th August/September 1st 2019 | 89 | |
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| 173. | Evolving Society - Listening To The Victims #suicideprevention | 88 | |
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| 174. | April 1st 2020 - Walking The Dog Has A Higher Infection Risk Then The London Underground! | 88 | |
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| 175. | Countryside/Town - The Best Place To Live? | 88 | |
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| 176. | Wittenham Clumps | 88 | |
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| 177. | 14 April 2020 - Mental Health, Covid 19, Future Relationship Issues & Depression/Anxiety. | 87 | |
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| 178. | An Utterly Fantastic Experience! | 87 | |
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| 179. | Farewell | 87 | |
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| 180. | The Best Video I Have Ever Created | 87 | |
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| 181. | Resentment | 87 | |
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| 182. | The Adult Entertainment Industry - A Male Insiders Experience | 86 | |
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| 183. | Minutes Seem Like Days, Days Seem Like Weeks.............................. #mentalillness | 86 | |
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| 184. | Don't Mess With My Daughter! | 86 | |
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| 185. | Bad Days With Mental Health. | 86 | |
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| 186. | Farewell - A Poem from 2003 | 86 | |
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| 187. | Facing Life After A Suicide Alone | 85 | |
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| 188. | The Hardcore Truth About Working Class Male Environments | 85 | |
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| 189. | I will NOT be taken for granted! | 85 | |
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| 190. | The Brats & E-Beggars Who Use Profanity Are Fired! | 85 | |
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| 191. | June 1st 2020 - Living With A Basta......... | 85 | |
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| 192. | GUN GAME - WORTH THE WAIT! | 84 | |
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| 193. | Social Anxiety - Love Is All You Need. #mentalillness | 84 | |
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| 194. | 30 April 2020 - Are They Stupid Or Damaged | 84 | |
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| 195. | Reaffirming Why Conspiracy Is As Toxic As The Mainstream | 84 | |
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| 196. | June 6th 2020 - Kate Garraway & No Lives Matter | 84 | |
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| 197. | Picture What Could Be....... | 83 | |
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| 198. | The Harsh Truth Of My Mental Health Issues | 83 | |
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| 199. | You Just Have to FIGHT The Sadness. | 82 | |
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| 200. | 20 March 2020 - Daily Viral Update | 82 | |
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