37 hours no sleep “june 16, 2025”

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i can no longer sleep without alcohol. what a curse i’ve brought upon myself. what a curse my existence itself has brought upon me. this is 3:30 in the morning. i wanted to draw. this is my page. i don’t remember it, just that i did it. i am all alone.
Darling, stop confusing me with your wishful thinking
Hopeful embraces, don't you understand?
I have to go through this
I belong to here where no one cares and no one loves
No light, no air to live in
A place called hate, the city of fear
I play dead
It stops the hurting
I play dead
And the hurt stops
It's sometimes just like sleeping
Curling up inside my private tortures
I nestle into pain
Hug suffering, caress every ache
I play dead
It stops the hurting
I play dead
It stops the hurting
I play dead
It stops the hurting
I play dead
It stops the hurting