i must play sudoku alone

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Published on July 18, 2025 8:34:51 PM ● Video Link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=asLbabKDHPM

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i can lie in bed, shut my eyes, and play sudoku in my head. i can create a puzzle and solve it effortlessly. sometimes it’s on purpose and sometimes it’s against my will. sometimes i am forced to solve mental sudoku puzzles while the same 3 seconds of music or audio loop inside me. i would teach she, or maybe you, how to play. you don’t have to be good at math to play/learn — that’s just a myth. i’d love to sit with she next to cozy, soft lamplight, put on a vaporwave cd, share some beer, and teach her to play. but we can’t ever play sudoku together. “maybe i’m not supposed to be in a relationship. there’s people like that.” abel gideon was such a good character, a shame they didn’t use him more. i admit to cognitive dissonance. reality is that i am an intelligent primate who has been deprived of its original purpose, monogamous “relationships” are made-up and not real — we are not meant to have them. i would irrevocably destroy a female shell, i hate them — but i want to smell her hair tell her how pretty she is and teach her how to play sudoku. but if i had too much i’d throw her ass around the house. you and i can never play sudoku together — we can’t. i’m in my field now — basking in this extremely temporary pleasure. i will wake up bloated, head dizzy, lying there for hours enraged that i am still here. i’d love to teach her sudoku, but we can’t ever play together. whatever.