BATTLING THE EGO IS NOT EASY... MAKES IT DIFFICULT TO HAVE MOTIVATION & YOU CANNOT FUNCTION AT ALL
7Still been going through my spiritual awakening and it's been difficult for me vs others who been going through one, because I also been having forceful automatic twin flame obsessive thinking and it makes it so difficult to stay motivated, as well as function at all regarding uploading videos, streaming and just doing anything to get mind off of negative thoughts. But when the mind keeps receiving negative thoughts constantly bombarding you with trying to get your soul attention, it becomes very difficult to work and do things yoy wanna do. Forgot to say that even though God is an It. God uses a male voice when He literally speaks to you in full sentences (if you have the mediumship or clairaudient soul psychic sense). God is in complete control of your life and soul, you're just unaware of it.
So that's the synopsis of the video. Just be patient, I have 8K videos I'm making, but I keep being stopped by all this spiritual stuff. So just please be patient with me best you can and try to have an open mind and understand what I'm going through. Even if you don't fully understand it.