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I'm currently going through a divorce process same with my mom, and my sister. This year was very rough for me. I been feeling a lot of pain that I can't speak to my wife about because she would just walk away and not wanting to hear it. I have to work on myself again though. It's hard to do anything because of hiding my depression. I'm struggling to do the things I love. It was a struggle for me to play bass these past couple of days due to depression. I'm internally suffering and I have to find a place to live on my own because my going to be ex wife wants me out. I never done anything horrible for her to act this way towards me. I generally loved her but she kept pushing me away when I try to be affectionate towards her and i feel so much pain because I know she stopped loving me. I should've left a long time ago but my dumb ass self wanted to make it work. But I'm trying to keep up with YouTube and social media because all my friends are on the internet. I'm sorry if yall feel bad for me. I just feel I need to get this off my chest because I have no one to talk about my issues. I care about all my subscribers and I'm really happy that yall show so much love to me and like my content. I always love YouTube because I can express myself that others wouldn't understand of what I do on here. I just want to say thank you to all my subscribers. You all are the best.