Catch You All Later
92Thank you for everything guys, it meant the absolute world to me. I'm not going to go into specifics or why I'm struggling so much to keep up with things, but I want you all to know that I cannot put into words how much I love being a youtuber, nor how much it's been hurting me that I haven't been able to prioritize it to any appreciable degree in my life these past 2 years.
I haven't made this decision lightly. It's something that I've been fighting for a long time now and I think this has been coming more or less since the time of my "depressing" vlog.
I'm going to aim to take a break and try my best to figure out what it is that I'm clearly missing that I need to be able to address the problems in my life that have kept me from being able to pursue youtube properly for all this time. If I find some success I'll definitely be coming back, but it might take me a while with how severe things have gotten so I'm not feeling very positive about that idea right now.
I've never felt lower because of how badly I've failed at committing to youtube when it meant so much to me, and it's finally got to the point where I just can't continue anymore as it's just way too painful for me to do something I'm so passionate about so badly for so long. I feel I've let you all down and I can't keep doing it.
Might sound overdramatic to some people, but anyone who was around when I first started this channel will know where I'm coming from with what I went through and they might have some idea of how much this place meant to me, and how painful it is to walk away from it when I felt I was accomplishing exactly what I wanted to. It'll be a shame not to see it grow into what I know it could of been, as I feel like I'd barely gotten started when everything kicked off and disrupted that journey. That's a very rough note to leave things on but unfortunately it is what it is.
Thank you again for every bit of support your showed me. I hope I'll see you all again but if not I really want you all to know how grateful I am for everything you've done for me.
Thank you so much. Take care.
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| 2020-02-24 | Soma - Part 2 - Hope You Can Swim |
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| 2020-02-23 | I'm Back |
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| 2019-12-21 | Alien Isolation - Part 33 - Like A Hug? |
| 2019-12-20 | Alien Isolation - Part 32 - Screaming For Vengance |
| 2019-12-19 | Alien Isolation - Part 31 - Time For A Walk |
| 2019-12-18 | Alien Isolation - Part 30 - Let's Playa |
| 2019-12-17 | Alien Isolation - Part 29 - Good Old Taylor |
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