Chobits clickbait title ~ What I Meant About Some Rally Point Culture (scary abstract philosophy...)
2nonsensical anime reference in real time for an irrelevant youtube video.
philosophy without studying the proper fixated material to achieve results.
why i even go as far as wasting your time with random dark room ""'"exchange intervals"'"", all while even sometimes making the thoughts disconnected ON PURPOSE and STILL forcing relevance between them each
im glad i am why and who i am but im not done climbing this damn mountain yet. but someday it will all make sense, and even if i have to give up my needs to be social, complex and non-autonomous (less to do with independence and more to do with thanatophobic measures related to what it would mean to have an actual [prioritized] happy life with or without deal-able conflict), i will never stop trying to achieve the life i want for myself, time and time again, once and for all
NEW! I have a youtube handle! @OttoCrosswind2002 but i think youtube only cares if it connects to my actual youtube name lol lmao lol
P.s.S. I didnt know i was going to make this vid so i didnt prepare a thumbnail. but then again, whether or not i make thumbnails better than the autogens, is it really because im desperately conforming? or am i ever being true to myself and my values?
Ask yourself that the next time youre scared that life makes less sense than even your own self. Try to find something to do, or not do, and keep going. And go watch Chobits on crunchyroll you weeb romantic fanatics lol lmao lol