ENEMY | ANIMATION MEME
15,998Rushed Vent Animation Meme of the Song "Enemy" by Imagine Dragons, JID
Vent Note ( No Offense or Anything, Please Don't Hate Me )
Looking at how others got better communities and audiences even if they aren't as good as I am. I'm perfect being able to do almost anything, have everything better than them but what I lack is what they have. I have the talent, knowledge and perfect skills but no one loves me. They get loved even if their skills are lower than mine. They have everything that I lack, that I want crave. Appreciation, for everyone just left me, doesn't appreciate me, don't love what I do because I'm a failure. No matter how hard I tried for all these years it hurts so many times seeing my goals drift so far from me each day. I just wanted to reach higher, more people. I wanted to share and entertain them with my creations and what I love but I wasn't interesting as they were. Oh how I've envied people along the way. I'm selfish, greedy, envious and the worst. I loved myself too much I failed to see those who've supported me for so long that they drifted away, I failed to open my eyes back then.
I've tried fixing my mistakes but there's no one there anymore for me to reach out to. No one, they all left me to others. I failed to make an entertaining and comfortable community for them, I failed to do what I can do now but not back then, it's the results of my failure. I just wanted to love people, be loved. Entertain and be appreciated. I want what others have that I don't, I want to be perfect. Every time they enter my circle I get so insecure and afraid of abandonment and end up pushing everyone away. They all end up going to the other people’s spotlight that was brighter than mine.
But I accept the reality, things like this takes time. My journey may take years but I’ll reach it someday, every road comes to an end. I still have people that support me, my friends and family. Even if I see them as my competitor at times, we still share the same pain, goals, and interests. As hard as it is, I’ve come too far too far. I’m sorry for all the trouble I’ve caused to those who tried helping me, I’m sorry I was annoying. I’m sorry I pushed everyone away. I’m sorry for envying and hating you all. I’m sorry for being unfair. I’m sorry for making it look like I was thinking so lowly of you all.
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【 Info, Credit and Materials 】
Programs Used: Krita , After FX
Drawing Tablet: Wacom Intuos | https://www.wacom.com/en-us/products/pen-tablets/wacom-intuos
Device: Laptop HP Pavilion Gaming 15 | https://store.hp.com/my-en/default/personal-laptops-pavilion-gaming
Original Animation Meme: https://youtu.be/LRcggrHyz3g
Music from The Series "Arcane" : https://youtu.be/D9G1VOjN_84
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