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Same stuff different day, everywhere I go something doesn’t feel right. I can’t feel happy anymore and only feel dark humor, I still conceal it to this day without leaving a trace.

I only have one thing in common: listening to music.

This is all I can use to calm me down, since friends never lasted forever. I know I’ll be rejected no matter the reasons. I only think of how distorted my elementary school was, I try to forget but it’s stuck in my head.

I can’t forget any bad memories, but never remember the good ones. I always lay down like garbage, and this might be my new family tradition. All of this is true, from anxiety, emotionless, etc.

I don’t think anything would help.

And now I hear the voices of the past...