Ferren Core Track 2: Directors cut Farewell Edition

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The song and the owners channel where it came from:    • GREAT MACHINE - STRESS TRAMA (ひとりぼっちの恋) — ...  

When I posted this originally there was a lot more I wanted to do with it visually.

15 whole years here. Finally coming to an end. Thanks to all who stuck around with me on my journey. Sadly persistence doesn't always equal success. And I'm hanging up the kimono.

I've already dropped the Twitch channel ( Still Affiliate and all payouts go Directly to Stackup.org if ya wanna play with the emotes). The Discord is private now. I cannot keep chasing the dream.

Thanks to ‪@ferrenYT‬ for letting me use his footage for some laughs and fun times.

I'll still be around in online spaces. I just don't have this in me. I also cannot afford to chase it anymore. It's grating making videos. Trying to stand out. Network, and somehow pay bills and work full time. (Let alone with all my health issues)

I have since making this channel:
Moved well over 23 times since started this channel.
Was homeless on and off through all of it.
Fractured my shoulder
Learned how to drift and bought my dream car
Peaked at 4K subscribers from my one youtube short.
Learned a lot about editing.
Went through 3 failed engagements.
Made amends with almost everyone I've ever wronged within my near 37 years on this earth.
Had my 15 minutes of fame.
Have been pushed to my mental limits countless times.
And so much more.

Anyways. Know that I appreciate you all for sticking around.
I know most of the 4k of you wont read this. But without you all. I'd have probably thrown in the towel many many years ago.

Much Love - IPlayedVR42Long/DW