How someone with Severe OCD performs
3People in the world apparently think it's funny to act like they got OCD. Well, I'm here to show you how exactly someone with OCD performs even if they have a long-time experience with their skills.
You're welcome.
Now you know what I have to deal with every day of my life.
It's hard enough as it is waking up every day and having to deal with my mind completely tangled up as if it was wires all messy inside a computer where you couldn't discern where each one was connected to.
It's impossible to socialize without stuttering or getting pissed off when I can't find a word I'm looking for or when I'm trying to make the correct statement/sentence/reply come out. I was born with this condition, and it was fine until I got into my adult years. It's now worsening due to the fact that my parents did not care at all to help me but instead make it worse.
The drugs that help with OCD are drugs that have terrible side-effects, one of them even causing seizures as an example which that's out of the question. Not only that, but I also don't have that kind of money to sustain myself forever with drugs to reduce symptoms that I deal with such as recurrent depression and anger. I try to control it as much as I can in videos and when I talk with people, but when I'm alone, I'm out of control and my mind just gets clogged with all kinds of thoughts and memories.
Anyways as seen by the way I preform, even though I have 16 YEARS of experience with computers being in mouse and keyboard and having near-perfect hand-eye coordination, it's impossible to keep it consistent when I can't put any sort of control to any of my conditions.
I would love to keep producing things in life and making insane creations that no one can think of as well as doing the craziest videos that not many have the patience to do such as you seen me coloring r/Place completely pixel by pixel.
If you want to donate: https://paypal.me/DTA2YT?country.x=US&locale.x=en_US
Songs Used;
1: SaberZ - Together
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ttCDLO8Vdgw
2: Marco Nobel & HADES - Cardiac Arrest (ft. CATALI)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nAsCCADaeKk
3: RudeLies, Distrion, Alex Skrindo & Axol - Together
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3BAmexqZjKM
4: AWAY x Charity Vance - Blue [22]
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UIX7ahiIZW4
Sorry about the outro, I accidentally removed the outro song and I didn't realize it X_X