I am creative writer, parallel stories running through my mind. I have 33 pages to unload to day.
0I have top honors from all of my schools in elementary junior high and high school I was in journalism creative writing I was in art I was in music I was in everything that I am today.
I know a lot of people that jumped into music or rap or business and it was never their path they'd never seen themselves in that path it was never a dream or a plan it was never even a part of their fantasy growing up it was just an opportunity for attention and money and to do something that is cool that people look at as cool.
But not many are really dedicated and not many really have what is called Passion.
I am ultra sensitive with great love and anger and hate I have great worry great fear and great courage.
I always thought that someone who has money would see what I have and they would want to use me.
But it hasn't happened yet or I thought that someone can see what I'm capable of and say dude I got work for you.
When I was a kid and a youth people called me psycho and it was easy as a kid because you just had to go to school and you are automatically forced around 2500 kids.
We had a lot of kids at my school.
I had great networking back then I had hundreds of friends.
And today I can have thousands on Facebook but it's not real.
I can have 500 subscribers to YouTube but none of them really talked to me.
I keep getting a few positive comments and then I get a bunch of haters.
I don't know what I'm doing wrong.
But I need promotions I need to get the world brainwashed repetitively with my sound and face.
I am still not a normal household name and I just can't believe.
I can act I can dance I can perform I can sing I can sing I can plan I can direct I can write I can script I can program I can do all the skilled trades I can do so much s*** it's unbelievable how much s*** I am capable of and nobody uses me.
I get these billion dollar automotive companies that see my skills but they want to pay me just $30 or $40 an hour when I'm worth a 150.
I know that sounds ridiculously crazy that I get paid like that when other people are struggling just to make $15 an hour.
But I worked and I achieved and I have excelled and I have done things and I earned it and I should be paid what I'm worth.
That's why I started up Michigan machine repair company.
I can fix your studio I can build your studio I can consult and plan your studio.
I am for real.
I can fix your semi tractor and trailer I can fix your stage set I can design your stage set I can automate your stage said I can automate all of your dmx lighting and go even beyond that with projections that overlap.
I have ideas and visions that still are not put out onto the stage yet or on the screen I just need....capital.
I need a building I need someone who has a building that can give me a good lease rate I need a public building I need a sign on the front so the whole world can pull into the parking lot like how it used to be.
Right now I don't have a commercial front.
When I did people all around the world came to my door.
My residential studio I won't invite anybody it's all low key I don't want to disturb my neighborhood with riff raff.
I respect my neighbors just as I expect them to respect me the same.
But I need help getting another brick and mortar store front. I've seen hot hits it's getting cleared out and someone is putting brand new windows and that's a great location it always was.
It's a grungy corner of Gratiot.
It's always got this weird old candy store vibe.
But there's something about that building.
I want it.
I tried to get ahold of psychopathic records I tried to get ahold of anybody that could help me maybe just let me take on the property but now it's too late.