I Can't Win. YouTube Won't Let Me Win.
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This is a video that some of you may have known was coming. A video on how my experience on this platform has been. Full of confusion and stress, many times i asked myself.
Am i entertaining?
Am i good at this?
Am i doing all that i can?
is it because I'm annoying?
is it the way i look?
is it the way i create?
Is this what i should be doing?
I Have Realized. I have no choice but to tell you all what has been happening.
Multiple years I've given it my all. And Received Crumbs from YouTube. without the help of other platforms i would be nowhere.
An error within this video that i would like to mention,
I was ALMOST the first person to create 100 days in subnautica below zero, beaten barely,
and even with 7 days to die, i was the first. you can look. but my video sunk. and people that did the exact same thing. average 30k to 500k.
I have received a multitude of comments saying that my content is good.
that i remind them of others way higher up,
this is my proof. that success on this platform. isn't skill. it's luck. or its unachievable.
With every upload these past 3 months. it shows that I have gained 1 - 3 to -1 subscribers. My Videos are being shown to nobody. Regardless of relevance.
Quality, or entertainment value.
This isn't right. This isn't fair.
This isn't necessarily a goodbye video. this is a cry for help.
because i am not getting what i deserve.
So YouTube. Or anyone else out there. Please help me.