im not strong enough for this
1The scariest thing is not a monster.
But a reflection.
Or, at least, what we perceive to be one.
Anything else would be too funny.
I don't know if, by the time this goes up, I'll still feel that way.
I do know that I do not like the man in the mirror.
The best way to avoid him is to never invite him in the first place.
Cool, you still here? This is later me, writing this after I scheduled the video.
I think I'm just a real salty sally about my own failures as a writer. Like, come on, man, you're yelling at someone posting a free fic on free website, that's like yelling at a toddler in a public playground. Nobody thinks you're cool.
But, like with GVH's opening chapter, it might just be that I am highly allergic to pointlessness. To missed opportunities. Sensitive to perfection I expect of myself, in the works of others. That's not very healthy, but also a thing for me to talk to with a mental health professional, not a YouTube comment section.
We'll see where it's at when this video goes up in like, two weeks.