its been one month since i lost my brother.
Dear Alex,
This first month since I lost you has been the most difficult, painful experience of my life. Everyday I think of you, how I cant call you, hear your voice, laugh with you, and plan the future. Its all so surreal. You were the best brother I could have ever asked for. Im staying strong for you, and im going to make sure i avenge you. Not through revenge, yet by experiencing the parts of life you never got to, for us. Traveling, working on projects, and working everyday to better myself. Ill never forget you, or the times we shared. When we met you were like my sensai, teaching me a different perspective of life. It was only until the last few months of your life that you recognized me, and even said "the student has become the teacher". You always pushed me to be my best self, to ignore all the miniscule problems in life. Completing our plan is going to take years of hard work, focus, and dedication. I will not disappoint you, we will make it, as you go anywhere I go. I will love you always.
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