Game:

Counter-Strike: Source (2004)

Duration: 4:13

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♥ THE DRAWING: http://scribblenetty.deviantart.com/art/Scribbling-With-Netty-8-513834250
(Made in 6 hours)
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~Yo ScribCakes!

A special 'ScribblingWithNetty' just for you~ ;3
I got a TON of ideas on Twitter, but unfortunately I didn't have time to draw all of them. (sorry) :C I'm really busy + I'd like to make a 'special' vid cuz we reached the 500k milestone (yay! *throwing confetti everywhere*) Not sure I can finish it before March, but I'll try my best.

I know I don't say it too often (& in this form it's not so 'personal' or what), but I'm really glad and thankful cuz you're part of my life.

Before YouTube I was a college student, sat in front of a desk, looked at the teacher and thought: 'What will I do after this?'
Some ppl said: 'You have to go to college. After it you'll find a job & you'll make animations. My kids will watch your cartoons etc.' Then there was another group who said, 'Just cuz you finish college, doesn't mean you'll find a job. There's a lot of jobless ppl who also finished college etc.' honestly, at that point I didn't know what should I do. I don't say any bad 'bout college. It was good. I had great teachers, learned a lot, in only 1 year my artstyle improved a LOT..(seriously I looked at my first & last drawings & I was like: 'whaaat? D:') and ofc my classmates were awesome too.

My original plan was that after high school, I stay there & spend 2 years with learning how to use programs like Adobe Flash/After Effect/etc, but everybody said I have to go to college so...I did what they wanted. The college was great, but a little voice in my head always said: 'What are you doing here? You shouldn't be here.' & then the exams, the stress, being afraid of making everyone around me disappointed made me depressed. I slowly stopped talking to my family. We live together, but I spent all my day in my room and sometimes we didn't even meet for a few days. I cried a lot & in the end I didn't even go to college for the exams.

My first animation was made right after I finished my 1.year in the college. Originally I didn't want to put it on internet, I only made it to do something else instead of worrying about college, but when I sent the first 10 seconds to my Bestfriend, she said: You're gonna finish this or I'll kick your butt.(yep, I couldn't say no :p) After I finished it she told be I should upload it on YouTube, but I thought 'HELL NO! everyone could see it there D:' (self-confidence level: -1)

I sat in front of the computer, looking at the 'Upload' button for like an hour, then in a brave moment I pressed it...then turned off the computer & left my room. I was really afraid of how you'll react to my animation & when I finally checked my vid on YT my heart skipped a beat. There were a TON of positive comments, likes and...+100 subscribers. I thought: 'Oh! You think I'll upload more?! ._."' (& yeah of course
I was really happy (and a lil' bit embarrassed) when I saw the main characters's comments :3 You made me really happy, but I worried too. In the summer I uploaded some vids, then in the end I had to make a decision. I know myself & I knew that I couldn't focus on college & make vids for you at the same time, so I talked with my mom & told her I'd like to skip a year from college and make YT vids, cuz I enjoy it & I wanna try it out. My mom, the all family & my friends support(ed) me so I chose YT. I was afraid, cuz kinda it was the first time in my life when I made my own decision & didn't do what everyone else expected from me.

I worried what will happen in that year, but I shouldn't have. Thanks for your/my family's/my bestfriend's/friends' support and love, I'm happy again. (and realized that I really enjoy making videos for you so I quitted college.) Of course sometimes I still stressed & worry, still hesitate a lil' bit before upload a new video, but I think I'm more confident. I know I know I'm still very shy, not talkative etc, but I try my best. :p

I love drawing & I always wished I had a job that I love & thanks for you, my dream came true. Before YT I cried a lot, cuz I was sad. Now I cry a lot, cuz I get so much love and support from you. I know I don't really talk/respond...but I read EVERY comments, save every fanart you sent me on Twitter, like your animations and like the fanarts you show me on DeviantART. (Goddammit, is someone cutting onions here?!)

Thank you again for being part of my life and even I have/make mistakes, thank you for forgiving me & be so amazing. Thank you! (Stop cutting onions, DAMMIT!)

Also Happy Valentine's Day! Go outside and hug everyone you meet! *BIG HUG*

Thank you so much for your support, ScribCakes!
You're awesome!
♥ Hugs&Kisses ♥
(I love you~)
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