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It got a little personal and edgy initially when I was editing the video. I think the dissonances are speaking to me on an emotional level.

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It's another piano arrangement! Except... something's off. Sounds off. Really off tune. You'd be right, because I tuned it to be 13EDO (equally divided octaves), so it may not be pleasant to your ear.

I made the arrange around the time I started feeling the impostor syndrome... or at least that's what I think it was. Well, dark, ugly thoughts bubbled from the depths of my heart. And that gave way to this arrangement.

An arrangement born out of misery, jealousy, and resentment.

And these same feelings have been brewing for months. Years. I tried to give them form, but I would always give up on them and continue to harbor more negativity. All these little creations I made to convey my ugly feelings... They only exist because I decided to take one step at a time in creating something.

(pending edits...?)