My Most Depressing Vlog, Please Read The Description
53I just want to say that I don't like drama type vlogs and all that kind of stuff, but this is what has been going on in my life for the past couple of months, and seeing as I'm an open book with youtube, here it is. If you're not interested in hearing about some very depressing thoughts and feelings of mine I completely understand and please don't watch the video, I don't want to be filling anyone with my own emotional crap. For my own peace of mind though I have to explain a bit about what's been going on in my life that has left me so broken physically and emotionally that I just haven't been able to make any videos recently, cause I feel you all deserve some kind of an explanation even if I won't say specifically what's been going on.
This harrowing experience I've been going through has shaken me to my core and it affected every single area of my life to the point where I was so emotionally numb that I was sat just watching myself not responding, and not doing anything with my time, there was just nothing left of me. I've never dealt with anything like this before except for my bad tinnitus spike and to be feeling like that exact same way again is something I ever expected to go through, especially not like this.
Still, I have dealt with it at last and I am starting to recover. Sorry again for this depressing vlog but I am a youtuber and this is what has been going on with my life so here it is on youtube for you to make of it what you will. Thank you.
Other Videos By Gray
| 2018-02-13 | Cry Of Fear - Part 13 - It Won't Take Long... |
| 2018-02-12 | Pokemon Ruby - Part 15 - Come Sail Away |
| 2018-02-12 | Cry Of Fear - Part 12 - Shotgun In The Dark |
| 2018-02-08 | Cry Of Fear - Part 11 - Shovel Night |
| 2018-02-08 | Pokemon Ruby - Part 14 - Team Magma Sucks |
| 2018-02-06 | Master Of Orion 2 - Part 4 |
| 2018-02-03 | Pokemon Ruby - Part 13 - Finding My Way |
| 2018-02-03 | Cry Of Fear - Part 10 - Puzzling |
| 2018-01-26 | Tinnitus Update and Repeating My Thoughts On Stress |
| 2018-01-24 | 1st Year On Youtube Celebration |
| 2018-01-24 | My Most Depressing Vlog, Please Read The Description |
| 2018-01-19 | Can't Believe I'm At 400 Subs |
| 2017-12-25 | Merry Christmas Guys |
| 2017-12-11 | Cry Of Fear - Part 9 - Trick Or Tree |
| 2017-12-10 | Cuphead - Part 5 - Retreat |
| 2017-12-10 | Yonder The Cloud Catcher Chronicles - Part 3 - Building The Farm |
| 2017-12-10 | Master Of Orion 2 - Part 3 |
| 2017-12-09 | Cry Of Fear - Part 8 - 9 Lives |
| 2017-12-08 | Cry Of Fear - Part 7 - Going Underground |
| 2017-12-07 | Cry Of Fear - Part 6 - Saw Loser |
| 2017-12-06 | Pokemon Ruby - Part 12 - Fly Me Away |