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For the first time publicly I start giving more details about my Synaesthesia and how it affects my life. I decided to finally come forth with my experiences and overall the totality of my nature and my aims, motivation, which was all influenced by how I perceive what we call "reality". But let's take baby steps (I'll explain in future videos, why I have to).

In this video I just very briefly talk about one of my forms of Synaesthesia, Chromesthesia, and very roughly describe how I got interested in various topics. I always had a "Duality" residing in me, but I'll talk about that another time, you'll get the gist of it surely in this video :)

And I do something I usually don't: I usually don't "confront" you with what I want to do and to be for you by saying it so bluntly/plainly like I will in this video, I usually do that very subtle, rather hidden, and I'll explain to you a part of my reasoning for it.

I know I may come off like a stoned Hippie (or somewhat really strange with all my "Universal Love blabber"), but over the course of my various #MeriTales series you'll understand why I am the way I am, and, for the records: My sole "drug" influence I ever was on my whole life were only Music and Love ;)

If you want to be solely ENTERTAINED (for example in order to distract yourself from real life etc.), please IGNORE all videos that have a red and blue pill on their thumbnail like also this one, as I will usually talk about human psychology and related "heavier" topics in those videos.

If there is anything misunderstandably expressed, just ask me in the comments! I'm not a native English speaker, and also just "blabber away", I'm very busy in real life, got only few time to record videos, thus my chain of thoughts might not be always logically-enough expressed for you, or it would need more time and I would have to go into more detail, to make it clear to everyone. So before you're maybe confused or upset about anything, please let me know in the comments, and I'll reply to you to the best of my capabilities and time :)

And, of course, I plan to elaborate on everything I touch as topic in this video here in future videos.

Take care, enjoy life.
☿ Meri ❤
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★★★ Original Artwork "Space View" by Oleg Danylenko ★★★
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★★★ "HUD" video used by Hitfilm (my video editing software :)) ★★★
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Song: "Naissance" by Meri the LapisDemon
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► GOTHAM 5055 Minecraft Light Art Concept
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► Soft Satie Dark Debussy (Projector) Chromesthesia Visualization
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fgFIWfgurko&index=2&list=PLU5BHbmJXR0DHjqJdKu-Q7-5w_3HztypO
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