My video bombed. Just like my life!

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A post-mortem of my recent Freespace 2 video, followed by a rambling post-mortem of my stagnated life.

Failure: https://youtu.be/4JwFbrYtajw

The song snippet at the end is "Catch 22" from my Asexuality EP: https://destroyermariko.bandcamp.com/album/asexuality

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