Waiting sucks... is this an anxiety thing?

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I'm really bad at waiting. Is everyone like this, or is it related to my above average anxiety levels? Today I was waiting for actual people to show up, but it also sucks when I'm waiting to go somewhere or waiting for information that might influence things in my life. Just weighs on everything.

Btw they never did show up, and it's been rescheduled to tomorrow so... RIP my tomorrow plans.

Also sorry about the bassy, muddy sound on this one. Must be to do with where I put my phone. But hey, now you can hear how the inside of my head feels... :|

The song snippet at the end is "The Psychologist" from my Asexuality EP: https://destroyermariko.bandcamp.com/album/asexuality

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