New Intro (Plus Update in Description)
121Hey everyone, it's Speedster here.
It's been a while, it definitely has been. I wish I had an explanation or justification for how long I've been gone, but I really don't. A whole blend of things, both real and in my head, making me so unproductive. I thought I fixed myself up last time, but I was clearly wrong. More work needs to be done on myself. And on this channel, of course.
Also, since I've lacked drive and motivation, I'm planning to attempt streaming on Twitch regularly in the coming weeks, starting after I have that first countdown released. Maybe having a bit more of a schedule in my life will make my work ethic better. Plus, I've been absent and distant from YouTube and the countdown community for a while and I want to at least make an effort to try and come back.
A lot of things have been bugging and messing with me mentally and emotionally for a while that I won't get into detail here. I may go into a little more detail on my twitter @Speedster153, but I'm not sure.
For now, please know that I'm not dead and I want to try to get myself back together. I'm sure with my absence for this long that I probably won't be able to, but I want to try. Those of you who are still here deserve at least that much from me.
Thank you all for reading, thank you for being here and I'll see you very soon.
Speedster