None Like Joshua - 3. Insecure Nightmare
417I wrote these 5 songs a year and a half ago about a relationship I had. I never released it till now cause it's not like my usual stuff at all, but it was more of an outlet to cope. It kind of goes through the ups and downs and the cycle of relationships that we all kind of have, so maybe you can connect with it in some way. I may never do something like this again, but I'm glad it's finally out there at least. Enjoy, and thanks to Spire for the dope beats.
1. Suicide Girls - https://youtu.be/d3N2oWPz8bo
2. Before I Sleep - https://youtu.be/FWrpGhib4QQ
3. Insecure Nightmare - https://youtu.be/5eGVcEL6YPM
4. Turning Pages - https://youtu.be/g7r1hWouSKU
5. Sorry - https://youtu.be/P6T9lWKUHrM
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Lyrics:
I thought I made it obvious
I stated if I caught you with
Another, I’d be sprayin my brains
All over your naked bodies
bitch - sayin you’re sorry
while I tie up your hands
And the guy from your pilates
trying to find his underpants
So I throw him a lamp
Into the dome while he fled
now he’s writhing while we’re fighting
Terrifying you and then
You scream to stop and you beg
Try to pry me off
grab a shard up off the carpet
carve your name into his arm and get
all of the red on my hands
wipe some more on your face
smear “you whore” on the walls
yeah you swore that you would call
but you forced me to crawl
a thousand miles for your smile
so unfortunate for ya’ll
because
you get to watch what you love
choking all on his blood
his throat is coating the rug
you and me, no we ain’t fuckin done
Take his ears, tongue, and
His number one
since it’s what you want
Look at him, is this the man - that you wished to do?
Kiss him, yeah, kiss him while his lips turn blue
And his digits turn frigid tell me if it hurts too
Cause his body’s gettin stiffer, here let him sit with you
Now you can be together forever like you had told me
The sound of you - whimpering is gettin very old please
loudly howling but nobody will come over, see
I spoke to all the neighbors that we’re watching horror movies
On surround
I see you sittin back - in your chair - how your
Masacara’s running while I’m grabbing on your hair
No I’m not - asking you to look at everything you care about
Open your eyes - I want you to stare
Into the flames that are emblazing on the top of our bed
Where you stained with love making, now I’m locking you in
No escaping all the pain you placed inside of my head
But the fear that I hear brings me back to when they said