None Like Joshua - 2. Before I Sleep
717A year and a half ago, I wrote 5 songs about a relationship I had. I never released it till now cause it's not like my usual stuff at all, but it was more of an outlet to cope. It kind of goes through the ups and downs and the cycle of relationships that we all kind of have, so maybe you can connect with it in some way. I may never do something like this again, but I'm glad it's finally out there at least. Enjoy, and thanks to Spire for the dope beats.
1. Suicide Girls - https://youtu.be/d3N2oWPz8bo
2. Before I Sleep - https://youtu.be/FWrpGhib4QQ
3. Insecure Nightmare - https://youtu.be/5eGVcEL6YPM
4. Turning Pages - https://youtu.be/g7r1hWouSKU
5. Sorry - https://youtu.be/P6T9lWKUHrM
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Lyrics:
she lays by my side
I’m replaying days in my mind
Eyes wide awake
Trying to fake that I’m fine
And taking my time
questioning all that I know
my music, my love, and my home
I’m wondering if I deserve it all
And should I say something to her because
So much is wrong
Wrong with our world
Say somethin bout it
But it won’t work
Everyday wake and lay here insecure
Maybe the change will come later I’m sure
I look at her sleeping so peacefully
refusing to preach, I just need to sleep
she don’t want to listen to meager things
I keep to myself while it’s eating me
These are the words that I speak
Am I too selfish?
Am I too kind?
Am I too weak for the strong that will leave me behind?
Until I
Dream of a world beyond reach
Somebody kill all the demons that linger
Beneath the deeper
Just let me sleep though
Just let me sleep though
These are the words that I speak
Before I sleep
Before I sleep
Before I
Dream of a world beyond reach
Before I sleep
Before I sleep
Before I sleep
Starin at her while she closin her eyes
Open em
Wonderin what’s on my mind
I’m thinkin she’s thinking I’m thinking it’s fine
Blink at the ceiling like is this my life?
Have to explain - she’ll say it’s dumb
Rackin my brain – am I in love?
Typin it all in my phone to remember
Cause I won’t know what in the morning I felt before
Pacin I’m pacin without even walking
Made the mistake, think about all my faults and
The past I regret
Had to forget
Stackin the debt
Shaking my head
Mouthing the words I would say to them now
She says it’s absurd, go to sleep, or she’s out
Pretend to listen, I close em to count
Back from 100, but nothing is found
These are the words that I speak
Am I too helpless?
Am I too shy?
Am I too strong for the weak that I’m leavin behind?
Until I
Dream of a world beyond reach
Somebody kill all the demons that linger
Beneath the deeper
Just let me sleep though
Just let me sleep though
These are the words that I speak
Before I sleep
Before I sleep
Before I
Dream of a world beyond reach
Before I sleep
Before I sleep
Before I sleep