None Like Joshua - 4. Turning Pages
691I wrote these 5 songs a year and a half ago about a relationship I had. I never released it till now cause it's not like my usual stuff at all, but it was more of an outlet to cope. It kind of goes through the ups and downs and the cycle of relationships that we all kind of have, so maybe you can connect with it in some way. I may never do something like this again, but I'm glad it's finally out there at least. Enjoy, and thanks to Spire for the dope beats.
1. Suicide Girls - https://youtu.be/d3N2oWPz8bo
2. Before I Sleep - https://youtu.be/FWrpGhib4QQ
3. Insecure Nightmare - https://youtu.be/5eGVcEL6YPM
4. Turning Pages - https://youtu.be/g7r1hWouSKU
5. Sorry - https://youtu.be/P6T9lWKUHrM
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Lyrics:
Some days, I’ll read in the mornings
Most days I’m awake at night
Wasting away in this glory
a chapter plagued with lies
And now the page is turning but it’s
blank, no face or type
you made the story that
Portrayed how you saved my life
Some days, I read in the mornings
Most days I’m awake at night
You wrote you’re waiting for me, my
mistake was taking my time
I should’ve changed my wording
Take the blame, you hate to fight
You escaped as tears were forming
It’s too late to tape the spine
is what she told me
to console me
Tearin up the whole thing
is what she told me
I was full of doubt
Now she doesn’t know me
Was I confident
Or scribbling over insecurity?
Certainly.
Pushin away any woman that could be hurtin me
Should I blame my mom desertin? I was only three, but if
I recognize it, I’m the one who’s claiming “woe is me”
Like no controllin emotions explodin
Focused on hopin you’d own it
Tellin me that I was wrong by pretending I don’t notice
When you’d open dialogue, my shoulder was the coldest
Fearing you despised me all along, I drove you to loathe this
Some days I’ll read in the mornings
Most days I’m awake at night
Some days, I’ll read in the mornings
Most days I’m awake at night
Wasting away in this glory
a chapter plagued with lies
And now the page is turning but it’s
blank, no face or type
you made the story that
Portrayed how you saved my life
is what she told me
to console me
Tearin up the whole thing
is what she told me
I was full of doubt
Now she doesn’t know me
is what she told me
to console me
tearin up the whole thing
is what she told me
I was full of doubt
Now she doesn’t know me
rearranging illustrations
wondering if it’s temporary
how long will I fill up the pages?
A month to February?
I write to myself to bury
thoughts I had never carried
lost in every single parody
cause it’s not the same as you marrying me
now I’m making a fan fiction
where none of this was inscribed
“I’m fine” is written over and over
tellin em like grief in disguise
oldest habits need to die
To be proactive with an eager mind
But I put it towards my lyrics instead of you
Afraid I couldn’t feed or provide
I’m scared to read the ending
Predicting you ascend to the stars
While I’m reading here regretting
I had ever shred your heart
Were we holding each other back
Or keeping ourselves together?
And now I’m turning to the cover
When I first met her
Some days I’ll read in the mornings
Most days I’m awake at night
Wasting away in this glory
a chapter plagued with lies
And now the page is turning but it’s
blank, no face or type
you made the story that
Portrayed how you gave me life
and now it’s too late to tape the spine