"Before I Go to Sleep" is a psychological thriller written by S. J. Watson. Published in 2011, the novel explores the theme of memory loss and identity within the context of a suspenseful and gripping narrative.
The story revolves around Christine Lucas, a woman in her forties who wakes up each morning with no memory of her past or who she is. Due to a traumatic accident, Christine suffers from anterograde amnesia, a condition that prevents her from forming new memories. Each day, she wakes up with no recollection of her life beyond the age of around 20.
As Christine struggles to piece together her identity and make sense of her existence, she starts keeping a journal, documenting her experiences and interactions with the people around her. Through the journal, she gradually uncovers shocking revelations about her past, including a deeply unsettling truth about her condition and the events leading up to her memory loss.
The novel delves into themes of trust, deception, and the fragility of memory. It keeps readers on edge as they navigate the uncertainty and mystery surrounding Christine's life, wondering who she can truly trust and what secrets lie buried in her forgotten past.
S. J. Watson's writing in "Before I Go to Sleep" is characterized by its suspenseful pacing and the skillful portrayal of Christine's confusion and vulnerability. The narrative unfolds through her perspective, immersing readers in her disorienting and unsettling world.
The novel received widespread acclaim for its clever plot twists, atmospheric tension, and exploration of the human psyche. It was adapted into a film in 2014, further cementing its popularity and success.