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the catchiest anual event of all time

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i almost didnt finish this video in time
i spent all morning working on this (btw my burnout from last video still hasnt gone by, im really tired) but i mean i think it turned out pretty cool but idk if in the future ill ever look back at this video like "ahaha that was a funny day"
thats my biggest concern with my videos, what if in the future i look back at them and i dont feel happy about it, i dont feel nostalgic for the day at which i worked on them
thats something that i cant say about my 2020 videos because it almost just feels like every day that year was perfect, and every video (even the bad ones) have incredible memories accompaning them
and all of that applies to my 2021 and 2022 videos with some exceptions, but im scared that being too self conscious about this nostalgia thing with my videos might end up making me not feel nostalgic for them
i still got a few months left in this year to make more videos and stuff, but idk if i will
idk if i will ever overcome this tiredness or come up with great video ideas
vibe stream 3.0 is coming up, which i forgot to announce, and i want it to be special but every time i go to work on it, i just get a headache and want to lay down for the rest of the day
not as in "i physically cant work on it" but rather as "i dont think im capable of doing such a project"
the ideas just arent coming to my head

oops this got a bit too big uhh thanks for watching and reading i think this whole message was inspired by @quagmiretoiletgaming 's descriptions, but anyway love yall cya next vid bye bye xoxo cheers