The Darkness That Shines ✨

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Published on May 19, 2025 12:00:33 PM ● Video Link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GwuHwgZRgFE

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Today is my birthday and I made a choice.
I've never been good at pretending, at showing myself for what I'm not.
When I started making videos, I did it out of boredom, to experiment, to share from my room. Then I discovered new friends, it became fun... and now it's my job.

This job exposes me, takes me, puts me in front of a video camera. It tells me what to do, what trends to follow, what works and what doesn't, what's important...
And when I press "rec" and I have to speak, I can't. Because I can't pretend.

These two years have been the hardest of my life...
And making videos while ignoring it isn't always possible.
Smiling and joking isn't always possible.

Sometimes I think it would be much easier if I could put on a mask, ignore these feelings, maybe showing a fake smile in the hope that, one day, I can fool myself and feel it as true…

But I have always used this channel as a window: from here I have shared passions, interests, parts of my life.
And even if now it is also my job, today I choose to remain sincere, with you and with myself.
Without pretending.
Sharing this part of my story with those who want to listen to it, not to make visits, or to make money, but simply because I need it.