Touhou - Fantastic Danmaku Festival: Me Being 100% Suck. Flandre With Max Lives. (I think)
1Eh. . . Don't mind me posting shit out of nowhere.
Have a Desktop instead of a Laptop now so I hope it's actually higher quality than my laptop version.
It's routine by now but this is a Fan-Made Game. Not by me obviously. Gameplay is by me however. And yes. I know I suck.
Yes I noticed that there's extreme FPS drop somehow and I don't know why. I am most likely not gonna be able / gonna fix that since. . .I don't know what is what. (Just look at my Audio "editing".)
What can I say? I tried. I tried to at least see her Final Spellcard with my own eyes. I failed. I fucking failed so hard so bad. Although sure, I made it to her 2nd Spellcarrd / 2nd Last Spellcard more frequently now which means that I have improved in a manner but. . . (Goddammit I am laughing while doing this, And it's not the happy type of laugh.) it's just frustrating. Come on me. Are you fucking kidding me.
Believe it or not, I watched this video once I was KIA'd. And not to bring up my motivation / Ego / I don't know what you call it, I just want to see what I did and. . . I find it hard to believe that the run was made by myself. Especially some moves that I cannot seems to understand on how the hell have I pulled that off. Adrenaline in effect or something? I have no idea.
Not gonna lie, This is painful. It really is, I reached to this Spellcard for at least 6-8 times by now and I still get stuck here. Sure it's not like I ran 100 times but still, It took so much of my power to reach just here. I can only laugh really. Laugh at what? My "skill" and because I can only laugh miserably at myself for this result. I guess.
Again, It's not like I play Touhou everyday, too much for me as I have mentioned before. (I think) So the no practice really got me but again, I don't know why I am able to reach to where I am stuck at for some reason.
As for the long pause at the end, I was smacking my table not hard enough to destroy my table or anything for that matter, Just feeling defeated. Wow.
TL:DR, I suck and you who watched my Touhou runs know that very well and this experience is really, really painful and frustrating.